A Monument to Wasted Time
As i near my 21st birthday i am forced to remember when i was 9 years old. I remember back then planing out the rest of my life.I actually had a plan. i had set many goals and i had a time frame in which to accomlish them. now that im nearing 21 I realise that i havent really accomplished any of the thigns that i was suppose to. Granted some of the minor stuff i have done but nothing of the really important stuff. Nearly nothing of what was supose to have happened by now has happened and its starting co tick me off. Thus this birthday will feel like a monument to 21 good years of wasted time. Well it was all down hill after my ninth birthday party anyways (nothing can compete with a Chuck E. Cheeze Birthday party with your entire grade minus a fiew (small school) and various other friends attending)
In other news
didnt attend the muzak of interphase tonight
not that i didnt want to go but i tend to get all unfomfortable in the big crowds especially if i dont know if there arent going to be any people that i know well or i consider particularly interesting in the croud. and all i would actually go there for would be to hear interphase play who would probably play for only 20 min max and it would take almost 2 hours for me to get there. Notice how im trying to justify not going both to whoever is reading and to myself Zaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
I think i need a nap. Oh yah i found out yesterday that when you inhale melted chocolait it will litterally burns for hours and oh you would think that drinking water helps but nooo it doesnt it just mocks you as it dangles its false hope right in front of you and you may think i sound bitter but ohhh noooo not bitter just sarcastic zaaa. Couldnt breath quite right till a while after i got home heh This is a warning to children Dont be a retard, chew then swallow your food in discrete proportions oh and breathing and swallowing at the same time should only be attempted by profesionals you know... hookers (aka those of the sex worker persuasion) and gay men (aka those of the monkey love persuasion) heh my blog just became PG13 Mature subject mater and adult themes. Now all i need is the corse language oooooo BARBRA STRISAND! heh south park Yay now its NC17 and now before my commentary totally degrades into the nonsensical and mildly reminicent of scary guy who talks to himself about how the beams are controlling his thoughts and argues with his left foot over the bennifits of a tinfoil hat over those of a newspaper hat insane ramblings i think i will cut it off. Drat and i started off so coherent too Oh well
now for the sleep g'night y'all
[addendum] hey the tmj episode of the Oblongs is on tv now it is the Funney [/addendum]
4 Comments:
Haha, your talent of incoherent blogging never ceases to amaze me...
Oh right, forgot to ask before, are you actually going to be doing something for your 21st then? How about a tribute to Chuck E. Cheeze, with party hats and people dressing up as mechanical animals and the like, hmmm??? An' we'll have barbecue outside and order pizza, and nobody'll no the difference! I mean, you got videogames at your place, right? Hehe...
I do have many videogames but no really good ones. Not including parapa the rapper though heh
Unfortunatly my house isnt that suited for gatherings of any sort or size over 2 so if i were to do something it woud have to be away from this place not to mention nothing i could ever do could ever compare to Andrewpalooza or the roger and elane extravaganza or the Jake Vikki and Emily birthday madness
i wouldn't mind some sugestions on what to do though because if iv talked to someone in the last 3 months they would be invited
Haha, you know what I think would be pretty frickin cool???
MALE DEBUT!!! MALE DEBUT!!!
Including renting out a hall, with a dj, and dressing up, and instead of 12 roses / candles, it'll be [insert male equivalent]...man, that'd be so friggin' awesome!!!
Hmmm, and also friggin expensive...
Hmmm...I've been wanting to do something like this, maybe a joint one for after school ends, even if belated in your case?? Heh, just an idea...doubt anything will ever happen and what not...but hey, it's an idea, right? hehe...
Anyways, yeah, I'm just continuing to type in this comment of mine, since procrastination seem so appealing to me right now, haha...
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