today i went to metrotown to meet some friends they never showed i had talked to one of them like 5 min before i got to metro and no last min cancelations were given and i waited like 2+ hours too and she didnt even answer her phone after that now that didnt really bother me. like i should have been a bit urked and it would have been totally in my rights to be but i really dont usually get worked up over that im sure there was a reason and even if there wasnt it is just karmic payback for me always being late meeting with people although i always do it unintentinoally (at least i think it is anyways) bah anyways i was wiating and so i was watching various people in there and may i comment on the hottie content of metro being in general much much righer then in richmond but anyways i was sitting on the couches and verious people sat then there was a group of people that were passing by then veered towards where i was sitting on the couch and one sat on the other end and one sat nest to me and one sat on the corner on the adjacent couch and the other sat next to him and anyways the guy sitting next to me eventually migrates to the couch across form me and i was kinda outwardly annoyed (just to keep the stranders away but meh) and the gurl still sitting on the couch asks if im waiting for someone but at the time i didnt know if she was talking to me or not. now judging by her frineds they were just the kind of people who i like to make friends with well technically i like everyone but yah and anywyays i was there for three more seconds then got bored of waiting then went back home. i realised that she may have bin takling to me whne i was sitting and i felt bad not only for the fact that i didnt reply and most likely looked like i was snubbing her but more because i could have met someone new and i realise the irony of me calling myself antisocial and wanting to meet new people but really they were sitting down the whole group of them for a while and i was watching them and i know i would have had lots of fun with them gerrrrrrrrr that has bin sitting with me badly all day too you know grating me the wrong way and it is still annoying unbarably so gahhh now not only do i feel like a totall asshole for not replying to someone who was just trying to be nice ( i mean it really takes allot of courage to just ask a total stranger something out of the blue) but i mean i fould have become good friends with her or them too i mean i have met random strangers before and became friends with them like random as in bump into someone then start chatting then yay friends but yah its soooo frustrating i mean im even thinging about goingthtere tommorow hopingf tha tthey will be there just so i can appoligise to her bah thats just the looser i am i guess
also reading book right now great series but tired so sleep soon ready 250+ pages before i realised that i hadnt looked up since starting reading it
