Musings: What Happens To A Dreamer When All His Dreams Are Dead?

What Happens To A Dreamer When All His Dreams Are Dead?

Tuesday, July 05, 2005

First of all i havent updated in a while and im fixing that right now

also i am a desperate desperate dirty active minded bastard

well now what has happened to me in the last while then on to my rant about how depressed and excetera excetera so on so on

Well i went camping agian the weekend after the previous trip
this time around though it wass all about the fishing. none of that non all about fishing stuff.....
so we got there Dan, dan's brother darcey (spelling may be wrong and for some reason i couldnt for the life of me remember his name through no fault of my own, just wouldnt stick in my head), and manj i think it was friday night when we got there, there was still a tiny bit of light so we started looking around the place then unpacked and stareted the fire. Thats right Fire my only love who shows its love with its gentle fiery cares... anyways yah fire then ate the food. id like to mention that i am much more acurate with a hatchet then is possible withought it being mildly scary and unnerving to those watching. i made rosting sticks for the hotdogs and...!!!! oh oh oh right i also brought some orangina the "best" drink in the world. oh and darcy had a favorite ohrase that has subsequently gotten embedded in my head. I now say "yar" with altogether too much frequency. i have already given katie the right to violently assault me it i say yar in front of her which she has already exercised that right at least once my memmory is a bit hazy after i regained conciousness lol. right
so i slept outside as in no tent it was too warm that night anywyas but i was paranoid about rain so i ended up taking out a tarp but spending about 5 or 6 min deciding wether or not to unfold and use it knowing that i would have to re-pack it in the morning but i unded up using it anywyas. oh appartently i snore for a fiew min when i first start sleeping the sound like im dead for the rest of the night.
next morning got up and started fishing
oh it was fun on the water oh yes no really i had a great time. ok so again i didnt catch a single fish the entire trip but i still had a hell of a time. i think fishing is more about the act of fishing more then the actual catching of the fish. sure i would have liked to catch something but it wasnt mandatory for the trip to be worth wile. anyways i had a nibble in the first lake then we left that lake. manj stayed behind and slept while the rest of us went driving to the next lake. we didnt find it lol. we did have a good time trying to find it well i did at least i dont know about the other guys. we ended uop taking a logging road and eventually the road was blocked by a massive tree we tried moving it but it was just a bit to heavy even i as a beast couldntdo much more then lift one of the larger branc\hes barely
we then abandoned the car for a while to hike up a ways to see if we were even on the right road. We werent ~grins~ i discovered how woefully out of shape i am . well not so much out of shape as lacking a nice manly shape that i so desire lol.
anyways Dan knew of another lake which was much larger and was stocked with much more fish so we went there after collecting manj and all our stuff. we got ther and the lake was well not huge, it was smaller then buntsen lake i thinkbut it was purdy big WATER PURIFICATION TABLETS take FOREVER ahhhhh!!!. we got in the water and set off for the other side of the lake. i saw a fiew fish jump and had 2 nibble but again i didnt catch anything. ok so there was some wind blowing across the lake and at one point i spent about half an hour paddlling withoguht actually moving too much around . i eventually ofund out that the best way to paddle was hanging off of the front of the boat which much have looked somewhat strange to the outside observer but hell it got me where i wanted to go.ok so then amazing ly i went into the water. well actualy i fell in but i was intending to go in slowly then fell. now i havent bin in a volume of water larger than a bathtub in years and years but it was fun
i frgot how much fun it was. unfortunatly it further reminded me of how discustingly out of shape i am but bahh
oh and my shirt got wet too it fell in the water while i was trying to keep it dry. after that was over i decided that i was realy bored and wanted to know if i could still cartwheel on a thin area. so i decided to try on one of the giant floating logs that were near the beach. of course Dan got out his digital camera to record the insuing hilarity but alas my first two trys were sucessfull. i did the cartwheels perfectly. feeling dissapointed Dan asked me to try on one of the less wide logs and being the fool that i am i tried it. now i was kind of iffy because there wasnt even the with of my foot of flat area on teh log but i triedanyways. just as i was thinking that i was going to kmake it i hear manj or darcy yell "looser" and in that instant i slipped and lost my foodting but luckily iu was able to jump onto a near by floating log instaead of falling in to the water. but of course i was prompted to try agian and again darcey or manj yelled something at me. unfortunatly this time when i tried to save myself from the watter it made me go splat chest first into the log then slide into the water. all of wich Dan has a lovely video of which actually looks allot more painfull then it actually was and may or may not have audio of me bein yelled at ahh good times. then after i was going to just a wide expanse of watter but then chickned out. then we went home. we stopped at kelses i think is how its spelt something like it. now good times were had tehre. ok so i ordered an ice tea and they are free refills. so i got a glass and emptied it, got a refill, then promptly emptied that too. finally a asked for a pitcher. now here s where it getts good. the watress prought the pitcher and i think as a joke put a straw in it. now me not being one who would just let a joke that good sit i played along so while she was buisy serving the rest of the table i finished just a bit ofver hald the pitcher and when she looked up i think her words were "you got to be kidding" it was Priceless! ahh good times
then Dan dropped me off at home.

Now onto this weekend. I went to aimees house. katie alex julia and scott were there. i played ( ok i wouldnt really call it playing but what the hell) a bit of warhammer. i had kinda had controll of an npc group of living bombs and some sort of insect hive. meh
we were playing resident evil 1 on game cube which some of you may or may not know I am terrified of playing not really becasue its scarry but because i cant kill everything permanently and i cant save compulsively now if i oculd even just kill everything dead totally i woud be happy but no thats not how it goes. anyways played fo a bit then stopped and went onto super smash brothers. oh and there is a funny story about some chicken i dont really want to tell but i figured out the reason why it didnt look suspicious to me at all untill some one made it totally clear exactly what i was eating. frankly i blame my little sister for me not noticing in the first place.
oh yah lent julia donnie darko and gave back dead like me lent alex resident evil 1 game as well so he wouldnt suck at controlling the character next time we play so i woudnt have to play all the time.

i put this here because i totally forget what day this happened on
met up with justin and some of his friends and went to stanly park and threw the frisbee around for a while. unfortunatly dsoon after dark the mosquitoes the size of a chihuahua started comong out so we went to alans house adn i saw his uber neet guitarr that i am getting an exact copy of then going to go all crazy with the spray paint on. after we droped off the two girls and went to dennys i think. apparently i did something hilarious. i was drinkjnig an ice tea and wa s drinking out of cup with straw and pouring the ice tea ifrom the pitcher into the cup. now it was funny because the level of liquid in my cup rtemained constant. totally constant and i was pouring fast too.bah after that we went home fun fun heh wee spray painted guitar

oh and am starting to be able to play actual songs. thus far boulevard of broken dreams, bring back the sun, and mad world. mad world is myu favorite out of them and i can play it the best and have almost all the lyrics memorized woo

umm actually i think i will leave my unhappy little rant for another time im getting really tired and its time to go to sleep

Posted By Gadget At 12:00 AM | Gadget 2 comments

2 Comments:

Haha, nice...

Although technically it was Jericho beach (not stanley park)...oh, and it was on the thursday night before canada day, btw...

By bj_nitsuj, at 4:14 AM

HI CHRIS THANKS FOR THE EMAIL ABOUT THE WET SHIRTLESS FIREMEN IN THE SUN! I hope i can go and check them out.. thanks for thinking of me!! *hugs*

By Anonymous, at 2:59 PM

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